Really

It's messy, crazy, delayed

There have been mistakes like cutting this beautiful benchtop the WRONG WAY so it is effectively headed for the rubbish bin

So yes I am a bit upset and cranky and a fully paid up member to the Stabby Club right now.

But I have builders who take the time to answer my kids incessant questions, a husband who holds me close and promises me he'll take care of it, parents who have been amazingly supportive and Felicia cheerily encouraging me not to sink into despair. So I know how lucky I am. 

But right now.

I just want to go home.