According to someone I was chatting with recently I am a bossy person. "A very bossy person," to use their exact words.
The reason?
I use "To do" lists.
I truly didn't know that being a list maker made me bossy.
Obsessive possibly.
But not bossy.
I just like knowing what I have to do.
In fairness we had gotten together to organise a social event. I'd pulled out my trusty 'to do' list and I could practically feel the hairs on the back of her neck rising as I read through it.
My friend is very laid back. I am not. We know this about each other and mostly, we love each other and get along nicely. I'm not sure if it was the pressure of entertaining for her, or my pressure on her about entertaining, but the conversation went rapidly downhill after that.
Driving home I had a little think.
I like my kids knowing what they have to do as well. So they have little lists drawn up and each morning and afternoon they tick off the jobs they have to do.
Does this make me a domineering horrible parent?
Am I going to be responsible for them being in therapy somewhere down the track?
Though having been in therapy myself I can only see this as a very good thing.
According to my friend my list making is a sign of being a control freak and someone who needs to get things done.
When the hell did getting things done become a "Bad Thing?"
I like getting things done. I like getting to things on time and knowing what I am cooking for dinner that night.
Needless to say I am very confused.
Bossy and confused.
Are you a list maker?
Do you think this makes you bossy or does the satisfaction of the tick make it all ok?
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This is the pile of books by my bedside. Some are new, and a couple are old favourites that I like to go back and re-read. They're like old friends and I can skim familiar words and phrases without having to think too much.

Do you see a theme here?

I will say that the autobiography of Sarah Brown was a delicious surprise. She's an extraordinary lady. A class act. Gordon did well there.
My historical biographies were all terrific reads, and part of me wishes I could write one. I love the idea of researching a person and gathering together everything I possibly can and synthesizing it. I have the perfect person in mind, but not the budget or time sadly.
I absolutely loved Hazel Rowley's biography of Eleanor and Franklin Roosevelt. In a note of poignancy, she was due to appear at the Perth Writer's Festival, but died unexpectedly the week beforehand. I'd have been thrilled to get her autograph. I'm thankful she has this book as a testimony to her writing and research skills.
I know my obsession with biographies and autobiographies will pass and I will move onto a different genre soon. But till then I will keep hunting down books like this that take my fancy and buying them. Not borrowing. Recent events have made me passionate about supporting our book industry. And I figure one of our children will read them one day.
Maybe even I will get to feature on their shelf too.
Fingers crossed.
Except when typing.
Are you reading anything good right now?



'919 copies.'

There was an audible gasp across the crowded room when Terri Ann White from UWA Publishing announced this number.
That's the average number of Australian Fiction copies sold. A book is considered to have a good print run if it sells 3000 copies.
Interesting. 
Even more interesting was the cost breakdown she shared with us. 
However, before I share that I wanted to follow on from my previous post by saying that part 2 of the day saw agent Lyn Tranter from talking to us. This is the kind of person who clearly takes no prisoners. In the industry she's in she can't afford to.
As Melanie Ostell an editor at UWA Publishing pithily said: 'This is an industry where you kill your darlings.'
I lost count of the number of people I have seen this week who've stood up at various panels I've been to and said plaintively that they simply can't seem to get an agent or get their MS in front of well, anybody.
What Lyn said made sense to me. You simply have to find ways round that. She joked about being an agent's dogwalker and remaining persistent throughout.
Interesting points she raised included:
-just because it's true doesn't make it interesting
-what will drive you with your MS is that you love your story with a passion
-make sure your dialogue has single quotes rather than double quotes. Double space your MS and use a sans serif type face
-she's looking for a voice that's going to go out and do magic for her
-send in a synopsis and 2 sample chapters and your writing in the first few pages has to be immaculate.
I can't underline enough the importance of getting a structural edit on your MS and trying to score yourself an agent before approaching a publishing house. It was made very clear to me that these two things are pretty crucial to getting published.
There were other fantastic speakers who made some great points. If your MS is accepted you have to be prepared to work collaboratively with your Editor at the publishing house. Over the weekend I was in a workshop with a woman who refused to work with the editor at the publishing house, because she simply refused to alter the nature of her characters ever so slightly. That had been several years ago and she'd been unable to find a new agent or editor since. She was obviously very bitter and it was a salutary lesson in the need to show flexibility when working with your editor. Amanda Curtin former editor turned author of The Sinkings (brilliant book btw) made the following points:
-editors ask LOTS of questions. Try not to be defensive in the editorial process.
-as a writer keep good records
-plan a style sheet with a family tree, chronology of events and record of people and places. This is very helpful for you and your editor.
Once you've got your book to publication stage then the fun starts. Kind of. Emma Morris the publicist from Scribe explained the days of book tours have changed. Instead they try to get their authors to book festivals. She also advised people to do any and all publicity they can and to make themselves available during release time. 
I learned this week that most books have a shelf life of 2 months, so those early days you should do everything from local paper interviews through to radio if you're lucky enough to get a spot. And if you aren't using Social Media already then get going!
And the numbers?
When a consumer buys your book, you get 10%.
20-27.5% goes to the book distributor; 40% to the book seller and the rest to the publisher (Printing, design, editing, are all costs deducted from here too)
Uh huh.





On Friday I spent the day on a course appropriately titled "The A-Z of the publishing industry." Along with many other hopeful faces we were witness to the words of wisdom from some heavyweights in the publishing industry. The panel moderator was Angela Meyer aka Literary Minded and we heard from everyone ranging from Mandy Brett from Text Publishing through to Emma Morris, a publicist from Scribe.
What I heard was both insanely depressing and wildly exciting. Mainly because I like a challenge. And believe me, the message coming through loud and clear was that getting work published these days is next to impossible. Not totally, but close. Two points stand out from the day amidst the many gems that were littered throughout it.
a) You need to get an agent. Which is incredibly hard, on a par with removing wisdom teeth without using anaesthetic, but there are ways to do it.
b) There is a new(ish) step you need to take before submitting your ms to an agent or publishing house. You should have it structurally edited first.
Session 1: Where do you start?
Meredith Curnow from Random House was first up and was amazing. The kind of person I would have loved to have lunch with. Unfortunately when I later did see her at lunch and stuttered how fab I thought she was, her reply was: "I thought you were all supposed to still be in the lecture!" Er, no, we weren't. And clearly I won't ever make it through her slush pile ;)
Her advice however, was both sound and sensible.
Soundbites included:
-write in an area you are comfortable writing in
-the first thing that strikes me is 'the voice'
-nothing more exciting than finding a new voice, then comes the story and the plot
-authors are now expected to work a lot harder than before
Mandy Brett from Text Publishing was next and was frank in her assessment of the situation:
- most people don't get published, it's a long odds game
-Text Publishing however, does take unsolicited manuscripts and they take them very seriously
-at Text you have to get two no's on an ms before it gets rejected
HOWEVER, and here's the kicker. Really you need to get yourself an agent. Books get a great deal more attention when they are submitted by agents.
By now you would have though we were sobbing into out little notebooks. But we weren't. In fact the delightful Alecia who was sitting next to me and I, were scribbling and tweeting harder than before.
The final person for this panel was Clive Newman of Fremantle Press. He was a soothing presence and told us the apocryphal tale of Elizabeth Jolley who had been rejected 57 times until they took her on. Good call Clive.
His advice was:
-where do we see the readership of our book? A book needs to attract a readership to make it a success. (And no just because your family and friends read it and think it's great does not a bestseller make)
-what is our marketing plan?
- and it doesn't get any easier, but by golly it's still good.
The rest of the session revolved around the importance of would be authors reading MS submission guidelines carefully before submitting.  You only get one shot so essentially make sure you do everything in your power not to stuff it up. We were also warned of the danger of investing too much in the synopsis to the extent that it doesn't relate to the plot. And if, IF the publishing house takes you on *cue champagne corks popping* that's just the start.
Part 2- I'll talk the how to of getting an agent. This includes having the ability to be a dogwalker apparently. And I'll talk numbers. How much does an author actually earn? You may need to bring alcohol to the next post.



This week I am going to the Perth Writers Festival. I've signed up for a few courses and have mentioned my plans to see stalk Caroline Overington. She is also going to be there talking about the difference between fact and fiction.
She also very kindly agreed to guest post here today talking about her experience as journalist and fiction writer. 
Honoured:



Late in 2008, I signed a contract to write two novels for Random House.

Both of them – Ghost Child, and I Came To Say Goodbye, have now been published – and a third is due out in October.

 I’ve been lucky: they’ve sold really well, and reviewers have been kind. Nobody has been hostile to me, for trying to cross the divide between fact and fiction; the support from established writers has been amazing.

I’ve done quite a few interviews about the books, in particular about the second one, which takes the form of a letter from a grandfather, to a Family Court judge. The grandfather, Med, is begging the judge not to be his grandchild into State care, but it’s a big ask, because his family has been torn apart by divorce, mental illness, drug abuse, neglect, and child abuse.  

Everything in the book is, of course, true: we all know people who have gone through what Med and his family are going through. We’ve all wondered what we can do to help.

But if I, as a journalist, had tried to tell the story using people from real life, it would never be published. It would be banned.

Let me explain: when people ask me why I started writing novels, after being a journalist for so long, I tell them: it’s the only way you can really tell the truth anymore.

They look at me a bit perplexed.

Journalism is supposed to be about facts. Novels are supposed to be fiction.

But I spent two years on The Australian newspaper, writing about child welfare, child abuse and, sadly, child murder.

The more work I did, the more anguished I became, at being unable to tell readers the whole story.

A child would die – be beaten, or starved to death, or even disappear from the face of the planet – and there was so much we, as reporters, weren’t allowed to say.

In some cases, we were banned from using the child’s name, and photograph.

We were banned from saying whether any other children in the family had ever been abused.

We were banned from saying whether the family was known to have a history of violence, drug abuse, or whether any of them had been in jail for serious crimes.

We were banned from approaching doctors in hospitals, to talk to them about what they’ve seen.

All police statements have to come through a media unit, who do try to be helpful, but are subject to the same rules:  don’t say this, and don’t say that.

Of course, journalists have ways of finding things out. They talk to neighbours, and other sources come forward, and that makes the situation so much worse: too many times, I’ve found myself in the position of knowing far, far more than I’ve been able to report, and having to hide that material from readers.

Most journalists loathe being in that position. We are very conscious that we are not anybody special. We have no right to keep information to ourselves. It belongs to you, and to all of us.



Caroline Overington is a two-time winner of the Walkley Award for investigative journalism, and a winner of the Blake Dawson Prize. She has published two novels, with a third due out in October. She will appear at the Perth Writers Festival on Sunday March 6, and Monday March 7, discussing the difference between fact, and fiction. Caroline lives in Bondi with her hubby and 10-year-old twins.



The delightful Lisa Heidke  is guest posting here today. (HONOURED) And she's talking about a topic I struggle with. The fact that she  is a top selling author gives me a ray of hope at a time when the laundry basket is full to overflowing, and my tragically neglected manuscript lies gathering dust on my desk.
Here are her words:



Managing my writing time is a lot easier now than when I had three children under five! I used to try and co-ordinate nap times – tire them out in the morning by taking them swimming and then hope they’d sleep or sit in front of Brum or Telly Tubbies for the afternoon. (Bad mother!) It rarely worked out that way though, so it was a constant juggling act, snatching fifteen minutes on the computer when I could and making notes in exercise books while feeding the baby pureed peaches.
They are all at school now, but even so I need to schedule my writing or find that my days simply disappear.
I don’t write during the holidays or on weekends but do try to be strict four days a week during the school term. That doesn’t always happen. Last week on my daughter’s first day back at school, I was just turning on the computer when the school rang to tell me she was vomiting and need to be picked up ‘NOW’.
However a typical school day looks like this: After I’ve dropped the children at the train station/school (normally in pyjamas except if I’m going to gym) I come home and spend half an hour tidying up, then I’ll fluff around answering emails, checking FB and Twitter. If I don’t limit myself to an hour, I can get carried away very easily and find it’s midday before I’ve even opened Microsoft Word.
One of my writer friends got so distracted working from home she rented a cheap office/room five kilometres away. Four days a week, she write there from ten til two, no excuses. Needless to say she has no internet connection.
I used to be far more disciplined when the kids were smaller because I had a finite amount of time. I never knew when one of the children would wake up and so I made use of the available time I had...and there was also no Twitter or Facebook to distract me.
Early on, I had a very strong motivation to keep writing, and that was to get published. Even on days when I didn’t feel like it because the kids or myself were sick, tired etc, I wrote through the tiredness and pain. I kept going because I never lost sight of my ultimate goal.
Now days I find it easier to make excuses...I guess because I know how hard it is. Sometimes I feel like I’m on a treadmill going nowhere. Thankfully, the good writing days outweigh the bad but ultimately I’ve learnt that writing is a solitary pursuit. No one can do it for you. To persevere you have to have faith and determination and set yourself a goal. Once you have your goal in mind you need to work towards it, like that proverbial carrot that’s dangling in front of you. Write every day even if it’s only for half an hour at three am. Sounds hard but that’s because it is.


I also have a copy of her latest book Claudia's Big Break to give away! All you need to do is leave a comment about your juggling act, or if you have a question, you can leave one for Lisa and she will try to pop in and answer it.
Entries close Friday.
I will announce a winner on Monday.
Thank you again Lisa. 



It was around this time last year I went on a course. For those of you who don't know, I taught English and Literature for many years before deciding to pursue a career in writing. The course I'd signed up for was one in editing. Though I had spent years editing the work of my students, I wanted some help with the editing my own article writing. 

I've never been afraid to take on a new challenge. Well actually that's not true. I've usually been utterly terrified, but I've gone and done it anyway.
So when the Perth Writer's Festival rolled around, I saw a course on editing and signed up. It was an amazing day. There was a class full with all of us there for different reasons. I remember sitting next to a girl who had written 2 novels and wanted to know how to edit them properly. I'd come clutching a couple of articles I'd written, and was in huge admiration of this girl who'd done something that till then I'd only dreamed of.
The woman running the course was herself a former editor and is now a successful novelist.
 I remember having to sit on my hands to stop myself from asking her for an autograph. Some people view celebrities with awe, I feel that way about writers. I remember the first time I actually spoke to Lisa Heidke on the phone and having to stop myself from gushing. Because this lady was a published author!
The day itself was informative and interesting and planted the kernel. The one that possibly I could write a whole book. Maybe I could do something like the lady running the course and maybe, just maybe, be a published author.
I'm not there yet. I'm not even close. But the journey writing my manuscript began on that day. At the moment I'm working on rewriting the whole damn thing and I'll get there. I know I will. In the meantime I've booked in for some more courses at the Perth Writers Festival this year. I may also spend some quality time stalking Caroline Overington too.
But there are two important things I wanted to say. One, if you are at all interested in writing, be it creative or non fiction, Al Tait has an amazeballs giveaway happening at her blog.
And secondly, the lady who ran the editing course I attended. The successful editor turned author?
She is guest posting on my blog tomorrow. On a topic you are going to want to read about I promise. Over the past year I have learned how extraordinarily encouraging and generous writers are. I'm honoured she's going to be here. Yes I'm gushing. She's an A.U.T.H.O.R. I can't help it.
See you all tomorrow.



I know that unusually for me anyway, I've been pretty quiet here. I've been doing other things though. Want to know anything about Christmas?  You know, like Christmas baking, or playing Santa for your little ones, keeping your kids safe at Christmas, planning your bub's first Christmas or being pregnant at Christmas or things to do with the offspring at Christmas well, it's all there for you.
Written by me.
I still feel a sense of wonderment that I am getting to write for a living. I feel so humbled that people like what I say (mostly) and how lucky I am. I am unbelievably grateful.
I'm also doing #nanowrimo and in order to fit that in I'm getting up at 5.30 am every morning in order to get my 2000 words done each day before the offspring get up and my day begins in earnest.
The knock on effect is that my blog is a tad neglected because a great deal of my energy is going into my other words. Thankfully #nanowrimo will be over soon and my self imposed deal of meeting the challenge will soon be over.
I have to say I am loving the challenges that taking writing seriously has created for me and the much needed self discipline as well. But I tell you what next Friday night when my #nanowrimo stint is over this girl will be having a much anticipated drink!
And this weekend instead of going to the dust laden hovel that was my home, I'd like to spend it catching up with you.
So if you like, please leave a comment and a link to a blog post for me to read. I promise to catch up with you at your place. xxx



You know the old expression: "One man's trash is another man's treasure?" Well so it is in this case. This weekend I am grateful for:

1. Large black plastic sacks. Mainly because of their awesome capacity to hold the shedloads of things we've had in storage the past few years, based on Husband's premise we may need them "someday."

2. Lists. I love making lists and there have been many made in the past few weeks. I get inordinate satisfaction from crossing things off them.

3. Writing. I have been given some of articles to write. As you can imagine, this makes me very, very happy indeed.

4. Desserts. Especially like this one I had last week on my date night with Husband. Blissness.



5. Playdates. Nothing beats the joy of all the offspring playing happily with friends while I tear through the house packing away paintings and filling up suitcases.

6. Taking books with me. Though why I think I will have time to read new ones, or revisit old loved books in the coming weeks I do not know! Always the optimist.


Have a glorious weekend everyone. We will be on the move next week and I'm not sure if I'll have much internet access. Don't let anything exciting happen without me.
What's on your list of grateful this week?

PS Maxabella, this is one of my favourite things to do each week. Y'all should pop over and see the wonderful links she has on her blog.

xxxx



A few months ago I had a vague idea for a novel.
Vague to the point of being a haiku really.
But I started writing it anyway.
For the next four nights I drove my husband berserk in bed (not like that) by sitting bolt upright in the middle of the night exclaiming loudly: "THAT'S a brilliant idea!"
According to my husband nothing is a great idea at 3am.
I kept merrily writing away in the moments and occasional hours I had free to concentrate.
I told an infinitely wiser friend what I was doing and she warned me of the following.
A manuscript takes 6 months to write.
Watch out for the 40,000 word wall.
Your manuscript is not your novel.
I blithely agreed with her knowing with ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY that I would have the ahem, novel finished in four weeks tops and it would be in shops in time for Christmas.
As one does with the arrogance of never having attempted to write anything longer than 700 words in recent years and the certainty that it would be "too easy."
I was further buoyed by the support and encouragement of some very generous writers who read my initial three or four thousand words and told me to keep going with it. Thank you so much ladies x
I had even organised three days where I would be child and husband free so I could get into lockdown and, you know, finish it within the four to twelve it was a taking a bit longer to write than I had thought week time frame.
Within two days of that conversation my husband was struck down with flu and I slammed into the wall with my story at 25,000 words. No matter about the 40,000 word wall. I was peaking early it seemed.
I had absolutely no idea where I was going with it all. I had a clearly mapped out plan but at the time it all seemed too hard to keep going.
I came down with the flu myself 24 hours later and left the initial print outs of my story in a drawer to gather some dust.
It became a stand-off situation whenever I entered my study. I refused to open the drawer and that way I could co-exist with what had become THE STORY THAT WILL NEVER BE FINISHED.
And so it remained.
Until a couple of weeks ago when, at the gentle but persistent urging of Husband I took it out of my drawer again. He has much more faith in my ability than I do.
And I started writing.
The break was good for both of us, me and my manuscript.
Yesterday I spent the day in the serenity of my parent's house writing uninterrupted for several hours. My mother would occasionally tiptoe in with cups of tea served on delicate china and delicious little snacks. She'd back out of the room almost reverentially and I would just keep going.
And I'm halfway there now.
Halfway there means I still have a long way to go. But I will finish it.
Even if it ends up only being my mother who reads it in the end.